Inconsequence

Lately I haven't been too much responsible about my tasks and with the work that I should keep on doing. Anyways its gladly that I send some idiot words to this blog. I have been thinking about the idea of God and about suicide, these are the two things that make me regret the reason and any reasonable thought, and why shall I keep any ideas on two negative and wicked things and weak as well they are in deed, no doubt abou that... But with this sort of winning weaknesses the fight of superiority of light and good won' t in any time overcome the distorted feelings of pain and griefing religion and ending thoughts.