I am Mr. doubr on the Big city of fear

I am in doubt and lost in the middle of the way of my life, the trouble on being so much used to change is beginning to make me lose all the things that I once cared about...

And This may get harder day by day, for I no more see the things that I used to have and even now I am melancholy with my being and with my goals... they are seeming to vanish and fade away as dust on the desert as I can never be the one I am wishing and ever the one I wished to be in the same way...