Wish for foolish mind

Only the idiots are completely happy... Someone said this once, and it really seems to be a truth of simple ad objective range...

However, pure and simple truths are hardly pure and never simple... I really wish I was Idiot for me not to have this troubled mind and this thoughts of desperation and lost freedom.

Lately I feel like the world is against my will, and in deed I do not believe in will or freedom, not in this place of ashamed works and reliable meaning always cynical and resentful for not being the free nor the joyful at all...

No more I see the places where as a child I used to be and no more the mind of mine is peaceful or dominated by the weaknesses of education and emotional brakes.