I just needed to say the words...
It's not that I am really obsessed about things or loneliness, I just can't stand this things no more.
I am all alone, I remember people who were around me, when I was not. And that is hard to feel, 'cause even now I seek for myself knowig I am a lone person.
And soon I will recover my reality, my force ad strenght.
Now I just do Think that being lonely is not that bad. It is just that, not bad. I feel missing, I feel sorry, I feel things, that's all!
Maybe one day I'll rest my mind upon something really warm. But will I be calm? Will I rest? What is this unquiet feel?
I am overwhelmed, overwhelming, and lost; and then again, found.
Soon, I will remember, soon I will forget. But I just wanted to have someone, not me, to hold on to: everyone. But what if I get tired of it?
What...
That is foolish, and dumb, but it sure is me.
I thought I didn't need to be me to be... I just wanted to be.
Will someone let me be?
And if they let, will they let beside of me?
I love, I hate, I don't care. I am scared of myself sometimes. Profoundly scared.
Let me be. Let me be me. Let me be me, but be you with me. I love thee. Feeling out of my mind, in the middle of the night, but it is morning yet, and this soon I find myself moaning already.
Difficult! But soon it will pass, and dead I will return to my wounded land. Go ahead! Let go, let go of these things, but hold them inside, but follow your path. Even if it is alone.
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